freak out!

this is my fave song.!
freak out let it go!
hell yeah! x]

Idiosyncrasy

Ang tanga ko.
Ang tanga ko pra isipin
na pra sakin un.

haha. hayst.

ang sama mo. bakit mo kasi kailangang magsalita ng mga bagay na sinasabi ko rin. nakakainis ka. nagmumukha akong tanga. oo. sa harap ng sarili ko. haha! tae. prang tanga tlga.

bakit ba ko nalulungkot? nakakainis tlga. alam ko naman kasing hindi tlga. hindi nman ako.
ang gusto mo. ang tanga ko pra isipin minsan na ganun ka rin sakin. khit na alam kong hindi. khit na alam kong natutuwa ka lang. kinatutuwaan mo lng ako. at khit ayokong isipin. alam ko nman, yun ang totoo.

natutuwa tlga aqng kausap ka, hindi ko maiwasang ngumiti. hindi ko alam pero masaya ako. pra ka kasing tanga! mental! haha. nakakatuwa kang kausap. kya lng. hanggang dun nlng yun. gusto kita. pero hindi ako masasaktan kung kakalimutan kita ngayon. alam kong hindi pwede. at khit naman na pwedeng magustuhan kita. hindi rin nman magiging katulad ng mga iniisip ko ang mangyayari. dahil. hindi tayo magkaparehas. iba ang nararamdaman mo. iba sa akin. :) :( :'(

salamat sa lhat. kakausapin prin nman kita. pero hindi na cguro katulad ng dati. kailangan kong itama ang sarili ko. sa mga bagay na alam kong hindi dapat. masaya. masaya sana. kya lng...

ganito tlga eh, :'(
sana masaya ka.


magiging masaya rin ako!
pramis! ☺

make me feel

make me feel like this
so i won't have to think...
make me feel invisible
so i won't have to dream...
so i won't have to go
to the place of make believe...

let my mind free
coz' i'm letting you leave..
i would surely miss
the way you make me feel okay
when everyone would fail
but i shouldn't cry
because of this goodbye

it's funny that i feel weak
whenever you don't speak
i've been waiting for you
but you've been ignoring me
since the start of the week

I guess you aren't just the one
i've been longing to meet
though i love the way you talk
we still have indifferences
that makes me think
that makes me go
that makes me say
"I'm letting go.."

I'm finally letting go..
thanks for all your memories...
i loved to be with you
but i have to be
in my right place
a place away from everything
that reminds me of you...

i was pissed off! wahaa!

nah. can't believe this. such stupidity ran into my neurons again! damn! i'll never let it happen again! he isn't the one. i knew it. i should have thought it before! stupid stupid! ahh!






i felt bad. i really felt bad.





DUMBASS!!!

stupidity check. forgotten? i guess it's just me.. >,<

Even before i create purple pieces, i already had a blog on another site. I used to write how i feel in that blog before. I haven't updated it since last year. I just remember viewing awhile ago. Titles were familiar but the contents aren't. I felt like i was reading someone's diary. But that someone isn't just another person... because it was me. It was me before... whom I almost forgot.

This is one of my blog's contents...
I want to put it here since purple pieces will be my official blog from now on... well, i hope.

~~~♥♥♥~~~♠♠♠~~~♥♥♥~~~♠♠♠~~~♥♥♥~~~♠♠♠~~~♥♥♥~~~

REALITY CHECK: purple kisses' self assessments and to dos

♥♦• stop wasting your time, you're doing it over and over again.

♥♦• prioritize the things that should be prioritize..

♥♦• stand on your own feet... not all things are done by group.

♥♦• don't get sleepy when you're studying! c'mon! you're getting stupid!

♥♦• think before you act! you're a freak! you're getting insensitive to other's feelings!

♥♦• speak when needed, shut up when it's not. you're getting talkative!

♥♦• surf the net and sign in your accounts after studying! not before!

♥♦• wake up early! all your classes starts early! you shouldn't have late remarks this sem!

♥♦• remember your guitar and violin, you should have time for them!

♥♦• saturdays are for your scholarship duty.

♥♦• don't forget your responsibilities and promises.. they have their expectations on you.

~~~♥♥♥~~~♠♠♠~~~♥♥♥~~~♠♠♠~~~♥♥♥~~~♠♠♠~~~♥♥♥~~~

i just want to remember these things again... I want to re-live them...

Goodbye kisses

it's been so long that we've talk
well, not really that long I think...
but I thought I've known you
even before, before our mind agreed
that we're finally friends

I've known so much I think..
more than anyone else
I feel I'm much closer
to whatever you feel
to whatever that happened

We're the same
I thought of having you
as my brother in past life...
well, if that would be true...
I was glad, I still saw you

I laugh when you talk
for we have the same humor
I can't ask for more
I felt I have my twin
for the first time...

Someone that understands,
Someone that would think the same way
who would not laugh
and will take away my pain
in a way that I'll be okay

But fate doesn't seem to get along
to what I wanted and thought
for we're having different minds now
for even if we don't speak now
I knew it. I can feel it.

You don't have to say
I can hear
You don't have to explain
I understand
we still have the same senses though

If these summer would say goodbye
our ways will cross each other again
But I'm afraid that if it happens
we might as well be strangers
to each other's sight...

So before that season would come
I'll keep the premises that once seen
and I'll just send you
my goodbye kisses
;'(

figure it out!

It describes me somehow, no, uhm, not somehow, coz' this song really describes me ;P
Oh my inanity.. :)

Unwell by MB20

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like Im headed for a breakdown
And I dont know why

[chorus]

But Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell
I know right now you cant tell
But stay awhile and maybe then youll see
A different side of me
Im not crazy, Im just a little impaired
I know right now you dont care
But soon enough youre gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

Im talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know theyve all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow Ive lost my mind

[chorus]

But Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell
I know right now you cant tell
But stay awhile and maybe then youll see
A different side of me
Im not crazy, Im just a little impaired
I know right now you dont care
But soon enough youre gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Ive been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon theyll come to get me
Yeah, theyre taking me away

[chorus]

But Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell
I know right now you cant tell
But stay awhile and maybe then youll see
A different side of me
Im not crazy, Im just a little impaired
I know right now you dont care
But soon enough youre gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, Im just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
Im just a little unwell