your heart as cold as ice

You couldn't say
needed someone new
You actually thought
deep inside I knew

Can you tell me
How can you say
Why this should suffice
You passed me by
and your heart as cold as ice

Did you see me cry
Did you ask yourself why
Did you see me cry
Did you ask yourself how
Can you hear me cry
Did you ask yourself
Will we ever grow apart

You, you couldn't say
needed someone new
You actually thought
deep inside I knew

I wonder where we will go
Will we be the same
You passed me by
I laugh inside I think of you
You passed me by

Tell me why this should suffice
I hold you through the night
Now will I let it go
Soon I'll let it go

Can you hear me cry
Will you ask yourself why
Can you hear me cry
Will you ask yourself how
Can you hear me cry
Will you ask yourself
Will we ever grow apart

You, I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you
You passed me by
You, I'll stand by your side
Please just do it right
You passed me by

You, I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you

broken sonnet

ignored.
ang hirap.
tgal qng existing
pro prang invisible prin.
sa kanya.
sa mata nya.
sabihin mo.
hanggang kailan ko sasabihin
sa sarili ko.
na





paalam na..

silent screams

ang

















bilis...












ng..















tibok...














ng puso ko...














xit yan.
i hate him.
if he just realized.



kung pwede q lng sabihing pansinin mu nman ako.
kung pwede lng.
it kills me.
i know he's talking to someone else..
that he knows she's right for him..
it kills me.
can you hear my silent scream?
i'm dead.

bb

kakalimutan n ba kta?
>_<
pag ginawa ku eun,


tuluyan






ka ng






mawawala...






di na ko aasa, khit konti pa...






cguro,







ndi n nman tlga aq dpat umasa pa.
dhil wla nman aqng aasahan.
tama.
magkaiba nga tayo.
iba aq kesa sau,
ibang iba...
khit na masaya,
ndi tama.
paulit ulit nlng.
paulit ulit ko nlng sinsabi..

cguro.
tama na.
nakakapagod na rin.
hayst.



signing off...
*purple kisses

take a bow

by rihanna

Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
Oooooo, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin’ bout'
Girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)

[Chorus]
And don't tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

[Bridge]
Oh, And the award for
The best lie goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Out

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it’s over now

antagal kong nag-antay!

ahaha!
bwesit yan.
antagal qng inantay ung net..
limited kase!
badtrep..!
ngaun lng aq nag antay ng gnito ktagal pra lng sa net.. haha!

taz



wla rin plng sense..!
hayst.
kaluka..
hayyyy

you don't know what it's like

i'm so f*ckin tired of thinkin'
prentending.
my mind's all messed up.
i hate how i feel.
i wish i could change my feelings..
into something that i wanted...
something that will make me
feel okay.


i hate money.
i hate how it makes the world go round.
i hate how it dominates other people's mind
and eventually turn them into someone
that i wouldn't wish they would be...
i hate how it makes the people go crazy
i hate how it makes the people happy

i talked to him..

i planning to chat with him till' he buzzes me...
i was waiting..


but i just can't wait.



he's always the one i talked to whenever i had some idiosyncrasy day. Telling him how much i hate the way i feel and how everything goes.


He's just different. Someone would probably tell you that you should cheer up coz' everything will be just fine if you had a bad day, but he has different way of letting you realize that.

He makes me laugh when i don't even want to smile...


He's much crazy than me, we have differences. true. but our humors built our good bonding. His way of making me smile always makes me feel better...
And though I badly wanted to forget my feelings for him, I just can't help myself not to talk to him... And as I expected...


i feel better now, i didn't wait for him to buzz me cuz' he's been ignoring me since the start of the week... so i chatted him... told him that i wasn't fine and i felt bad bad for some stupid petty reasons...

i feel better now... he made me feel ok just the way i expected him to ease my pain...

Though i can't expect much from him, I still can't be too much away from him... for it's hard.. i know... it'll be hard for me...

sick.!

damn it! i feel sick!
i don't know why!!
why am i feeling this way?!
isn't it because i'm infected?!?!
ooohhhhmigassss!!

NOOOO!!!!

sh*t!

damn it!!

------------
my friend messaged me seconds ago..
her message goes like this..

******
you know why i hate
silence so much?





coz when it's quiet





when i'm alone




that's the moment I realize




I'm badly mssin' our noise...

******

damn!!!!!!!



i can relate >__<



i'm..



missin him..
damn it.